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I wish you all a merry Christmas and a happy new year :3
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Maybe you have already wondered that I have not uploaded anything for a very long time. The reason is that I have problems with drawing. Every time I think about it, I feel sick and I think "I´m not in the mood for this shit!". Yesterday I still tried to draw, after several months, but that was totally shit and just full of mistakes. Now I´m so afraid, that I´m at the point where I can never draw again. :( Of course, there were always mistakes in my pictures. But I had still fun and tried do make it better. But I keep getting told that I do not seem to want to get better, because the same mistakes happen all the time. But I always do my best and try to become better and watch tutorials and stuff. I was told that my drawings are so lifeless and doll-like. I do not even know what that means, okay I know there is something that is not good on my drawings, but I don´t even know how to do it. >.> I know it took some time to get better, but I can´t understand why I can´t do it. Not even a little bit. I have the bad feeling that I never get better, it was always so... The only thing I want is just to have fun while drawing...

Maybe you have somekind of idea what I can do?
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I have a really big problem. Last year I was away for six weeks. I was admitted to a clinic, and not entirely voluntarily... The therapy was ok, but the whole freetime I spend in my room and playing with my smartphone. I don´t like to be with other people. But I could not pursue my hobbies. I tried it, but I couldn´t. That was the worst.

I thought when I got home it would get better. But I was so wrong. I had so much problems. I couldn´t draw oder write anymore. I still have this really big problems with drawing. It hurt me so much. I have no ideas and no motivation. If I try to draw, I make everything wrong, what makes me feel so bad and worthless...

I don´t know what I can do. I tried so hard. Maybe you have an idea or the same experience? I hope it can be better.


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I wish you all a merry Christmas! :D

Too bad, that I didn´t had the time to draw a christmas picture. But I´m curently working on an very old drawing, which get a redraw. I hope you will like it. :3
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News!!!

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So, I have good news and bad news. X3

The good one, I´m finally home.^^

The bad one, the pencil of my drawing tablet is broken and I can´t buy a new one, so I have to buy a new tablet. >.> But I will get it in a few days, I hope so!

Can´t wait to start drawing again.^^ In the meantime I will upload some photos. :3
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Cant draw anymore! by Icedragon300, journal

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